Still here

2006 and Still here.
Don't know for how long.
Things, globally speaking, couldn't be going any worse.
And all people is interested in is pretending they're having a fantastic time, living a fantastic life, which is the envy of neighbours and passers-by.
The question is: Will I witness the End pf Planet Earth?.
Since I was a kid I had always this dream where I see myself in a deserted city where all cars, shops and houses are open for the taking. And no people. Not even dead ones.
And why not me? What for? Do I have an option?